Am I the only one that realises how plain their life is?
Or maybe I'm the only one with a boring life.
I mean, here I am, typing in this blog whilst most of my friends are having Christmas parties and hangouts.
I know, I should go, but I'm missing my invitations (I hope you know what I mean). Are your friends like that?
I really want to put friends like 'friends' instead, but I don't want to sound too bitter. Am I being a bit too much of a drama queen here???
So many questions, but I just really want to get you guys involved.
Not that there's many, in fact I think there's none, but it doesn't really matter does it, I've got this amazing place where I can write and that's enough for me.
By the way, Merry Christmas!!
I'm a terrible person, I never post my videos for YouTube on time or anywhere near on time....
Why do I always blurt out random facts? I guess that's just me.
I just really wish that I was those people with that one or two close friends and we would always be close. Or at least a close guy friend I know I could confide in, but sadly the Hong Kong population seems to be a little too small for that. At least ones that won't judge me at the start before they do become my friend.
The problem with people these days is that they'll go further than judging you with their eyes (Everyone judges people by how they look at the very start, so there's no shame in admitting it)-You'll even be checked on what you wear, act and whatnot.
It's nobody's fault for not looking like a supermodel, most people try but it's not really very important in life.
I just wish one day everyone would realise even those who look like they don't have any flaws do have flaws. So then we could just stop judging each other for being what we want to be.
We shouldn't not be judging those who follow the crowd just because they want to fit in-Appreciate your flaws!
I'm not saying that it's bad everyone is so self-conscious, because if I was I'd be pointing at myself too. I can be a very self conscious person, but bit by bit I'm trying to not care about what people think of me because it's rather pointless. I tell myself every time I think of when someone has made me feel bad about something that really, it's not my fault and I shouldn't get worked up about it, it's their loss if they don't like that part of me. In all honesty I hate how I get criticised about things that are natural flaws, and how I get treated like dirt some times. Life just isn't fair sometimes, yes and that was just an example of it being unfair, but when life isn't working you turn it around, look at the positive and ignore the rest.
I used to never get quotes like that, focus on the good and block out the bad, but now I do get it.
I shouldn't and I don't care as much as I did that my 'friends' had to gossip and leave people out on everything. Your happiness is much more important than your sadness, because when you're sad you tend to shut people out and you just get more and more unhappy, it's harder to pull yourself out of the dark, cold and empty hole people push you into than to ignore the nasty comments directed at you.
If you ever feel like you really need someone but there's no one at all to turn to, just send me a message or comment below, I'd always love to help. :)
I hope this helped you guys, even if by just a bit.
Stacey xx.
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